my daily bLaH..bLaH..

this is ME

In my 20 years of living, still i don’t know what i want in life. I owe my being to my parents. That’s why i let them control this wicked life of mine. I believe that every person is special. And I’m struggling to be one, so some was able to appreciate me while others do not. From what I experienced – strangers were able to enjoy my company, because I am a stranger of my own self. I am independednt, straightforward, assertive and confident- that is what they see. But deep inside i am a alone, depressed, broken, bleeding, in doubt – simply i am undecided.

this is what i call lyf..MUSIC

You Don’t Love Me Anymore

by weird al yankovic

We’ve been together for so very long
But now things are changing,

oh I wonder what’s wrong?
Seems you don’t want me around
The passion is gone and the flame’s died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I’m the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don’t love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You’re still the light of my life
Oh darling, I’m beggin’, won’t you put down that knife?

You know I, even think it’s kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft

Oh, if you don’t mind me asking,

what’s this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don’t love me anymore

You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think I’m ugly and you say I’m cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn’t like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don’t love me anymore, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don’t love me anymore
—> this one is amusing

First Loop

by daniel powter

I’m a little used to calling outside your name
I wont see you tonight so I can keep from going insane
But I don’t know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeahI’ve been fabulous through to fight my town a name
I’ll be stooped tomorrow if I don’t leave as them both the same
But I dont know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeahCause it’s hard for me to lose
In my life I’ve found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeahAnd it’s hard for me to lose in my life
I’ve found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alrightI’m a little used to wandering outside the rain
You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
But I don’t know enough, I need someone who leaves the day
Hey yeahCause it’s hard for me to lose
In my life I’ve found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeahAnd it’s hard for me to lose in my life
I’ve found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alrightCause it’s hard for me to lose
In my life I’ve found only time will tell
I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeahAnd it’s hard for me to lose in my life
I’ve found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alrightCause it’s hard for me to lose
In my life I’ve found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeahAnd it’s hard for me to lose in my life
I’ve found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright  

When Did You Fall by chris rice 

You’re all smiles and silly conversation
As if this sunny day came just for you
You twist your hair, you smile and you turn your eyes away
C’mon, tell me what’s right with you
Now it dawns on me probably everybody’s talkin’
And there’s something here I’m supposed to realize
‘Cause your secret’s out, and the universe laughs at it’s joke on me
I just caught it in your eyes, it’s a beautiful surprise Chorus:
When did you fall in love with me?
Was it out of the blue
‘Cause I swear I never knew it
When did you let your heart run free?
Have you been waiting long?
When did you fall in love with me?
When did you fall in love?Make your way over here, sit down by this fool, and let’s rewind
C’mon, let’s go back and replay all our scenes
You can point out the hints, the clues, the twists and the smiles this time
All the ones that slipped by me
I bet my face is red, and you can hear my heart poundin’
Well I guess it don’t matter now that I realize
‘Cause baby I missed it then, but I can surely see you now
Right there before my eyes
You’re my beautiful surprise

 Chorus:

Was it at the coffee shop
Or that morning at the bus stop
When you almost slipped, and I caught your hand
Or the time we built the snowman
The day at the beach, sandy and warm
Or the night with the scary thunderstorm
I never saw the signs
Now we’ve got to make up for lost time
And I can tell now by the way that you’re looking at me
I’d better finish this song so my lips will be free

Have you been waiting long, when did you fall in love
I kept you waiting so long, when did you fall
Have you been waiting long
When did you fall in love with me
When did you fall in love?

Lemonade

by chris rice 

So go ahead and ask her
For happy ever after
‘Cause nobody knows what’s coming
So why not take a chance on loving
Come on, pour the glass and tempt me
Either half-full or half-empty
‘Cause if it all comes down to flavor
The glass is tipping in my favor

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade

Now take your time to answer me
For the beauty of romancing
Is to calm your trembling hand with mine
While begging love to fill your eyes
I can hardly breathe while waiting
To find out what your heart is saying
And as we’re swirling in this flavor
The world is tilting in our favorI’ve got it made
Rest in the shade
And hold my love
While God above
Stirs with a spoon
We share the moon
Smile at the bees
More sugar please
He really loves us after all
We’re gonna need another straw
We’re gonna need another straw

—>love this song…